Aug 27 ,1997                               
QUOTA TIME
  Goth Hawk
6:26 pm
    --- My little brother is back in Hawaii now, barring a water landing (a.k.a. "crash"). This means that I am now the only unemployed person in the house. This is getting to me, this directionless life thing. The end of the month is coming up, and it's just making me more antsy about not having a job. How long has it been since I quit GST? Real long! Months and months it seems like, but it's actually...one month? Okay, one month. Still, that's a long ass time to be spending money at the rate I do and not making any back. EMPLOY THYSELF GODDAMMIT!!

    No GOTH club today, by the way. Reason: insufficient funds. Well, whatever. I shouldn't be spending at this point anyway. OH yeah! Le'a called and said she sent me a check for $300. (I loaned her $300, you see.) That's FAST! That also means I have yet another excuse to slack off for a week. And I have no rent to pay! I'm not sure which parts of my head are at war here, it's the desire to be doing something useful and sharpening skills versus the desire to sit around on my butt expending the least energy possible. The sitting on my butt one is mostly unconscious. I'm not usually one for suggesting butt-sitting as a leisure time activity. Hey! Maybe my new diet (diet?... I'm on a diet?) (Holy cow, I am!) will give me more energy and motivation to do random things! Like, oh, pouring gasoline on baby carriages or angering nuns. It's the "don't drink soda or eat junk" diet. This isn't easy, but it gives me something to do. I know! I won't allow myself to drink soda or eat junk until I have a job! Whoa ho! That's a great idea. Either I'll be healthy or I'll be employed, and then I won't be accomplishing nothing.

  Return of Drek Bug
    --- I spoke to Ed recently, he's now working at SGI. That crazy guy! Always with the industry-leading technology firms. It makes me wish I had chosen to move down to San Jose and applied at Taos. That is a incredibly cool employer. (I found out, recently, that Brandon had been considering moving back to Hawaii and splitting the Band. After I moved up.) (If that had happened I would not have been happy.) Ed reads this thingie every once in a while, and he saw that swan head I drew. Ed, as I've mentioned, draws things. Really neat things like evil penguins and tendril pits. Well, seeing that I was drawing stuff reminded him that HE also draws stuff, so maybe he'll be drawing again. (Drawing things besides logos)

    Speaking of logos, I'm getting attached to this Drek Bug. I think it would make an adorable logo (delightful! gorgeous! abundant!) for something. It's not really a real bug, though, so I can draw it however I like. With eighteen legs and weird bumps. Drek Bug In Progress

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