Nov 3 ,1997                               
PUSHING 21
  Read fast, out loud.
1:33 pm
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    My butt is on the carpet
    and my fingers on the keys
    but my mind is on my money
    and my job uncertainties
    On a note I have a number
    that may get me out of debt
    it's a necessary contact
    that I didn't talk to yet
    All my stuff is still in boxes
    I can move out easily
    Just as soon as I'm not spending
    cash I made at GST
    cause my bank accounts are dying
    (Portland one is less than dead)
    spending money on my leisure time
    and keeping andrew fed.
    So I'm looking at the number
    and I'm picking up the phone
    but I'm getting nowhere fast
    because there is no dial tone
    I've got many things to do now
    and they all are too complex
    to complete while I'm connected
    to the info super-X
    
    And I'd really just be stalling 
    If I spent another byte
    posting stupid rhyming verses
    that I accidentally write.
    
  Save this part for later.
    I am back from my world walking
    and I haven't got a job
    (see, I haven't even spoken 
    to that weird mindpower SOB)
    I was told to leave a message
    and the number I was at
    cause my contact was too busy
    doing interviewy chat
    So I guess we'll see tomorrow
    (Hope they call me after 10:00)
    and it looks as if I'm doing
    stupid RHYMING WORDS AGAIN
    

    Whew. That's enough of that stuff. I called Jeff, Jeff will call me.

    I rode the bus a lot today. I went out to U-District to buy KMFDM tickets this morning, and Julie and Kris said that they'd pay for mine (!!!) because (!) they wanted to do something nice for me (!! !! !!!!). That's really cool. I have awesome friends. So I went back home to fetch N64 controllers, since they didn't get off work for 3 hours. I had to wait an hour for the bus going back. When I got to my house I had to RUN in and grab my stuff and RUN back out. I slowed as I approached the bus stop. An aged man standing in the bushes shone a flashlight in my face momentarily. I glanced at him, decided he was not a threat (small, plastic flashlight), and continued past him. "Howdy Hi!" he crowed at the point of nearest proximity. "hello." I mumbled without slowing. "You could at least say hello!" he protested to my back. I stopped, rotated. "I DID say 'Hello'. " He merely chuckled, so I completed my journey to the bus shelter. Howdy-doody-flashlight kept walking around, shining his light into the bushes and peering around. "Nice jacket." He commented. I then recalled meeting this particular retiree in a past month. He was at that bus stop, and wasted ten minutes comparing leather jackets with me. He apparently thinks his jacket is identical to mine, so he compliments mine. He also makes a big deal that his was one tenth the price. Today, however, I didn't feel like pursuing this topic, so I remained silent. "Takin' care of business...", he warbled, "if ya know what I mean." I didn't. Was he looking for hidden treasure or something? Free jackets?

    Fortunately, the bus arrived at that moment. My freedom from social tension was brief; at the next stop, a big person with greyish looking hair boarded the nigh-empty bus and sat in the seat immediately behind me. "Great. I get to smell you.", I thought. *smack smack* The guy smacks his lips wetly a couple times. "Oh boy, a smacker. I feel like I'm in one of Olana's bus stories. Ha ha, but it would have to be weirder.", I unwittingly said to myself. He starts blubbering his lips. "blblblblblblblblblblblblblblblblbl..." After a minute or so of this, he starts sputtering air through his teeth. "fwip fwip fwip fwip fwip fwip..." he goes. Then he starts whispering. Not to me, I don't think. I only hear sibilant speech-like noises. By this point, a few other people have boarded the bus and they are all sitting way the hell away from this guy.

    He continued whispering until I got off the bus at Kris' work. I met up with Kris at his (nearby) house (Poho) and we went to Tower records to buy KMFDM tickets. Ticketmaster was broken. KMFDM is day after tomorrow. Doh. We were all bummed so we ended up buying CDs. I wasn't expecting to (I put down a tempting Front Line Assembly remix CD), but then on a hunch I checked under "Fluke". I had been looking for Fluke CDs for about 8 months now. All those months, all stores that even had a nameplate for fluke were barren. This time, they had four different ones. And me without heavy duty cash resources. So I just bought Rissoto. I am listening to it now. Anybody with a heart votes love (68K 5.5s).

    (I'm collecting these things. [666] I was 666 on rory's page, too. I've only ever been there twice.)

    Boy, do I hate throwing up. -- N. Yee

5:15 am the next day

    Fluke, Risotto track 8; 5:59. It brought back a song that I wrote when I was in high school. I had completely forgotten. I love fluke.

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